Starshine86, 38

There Is No Perfect Place, Yes I Know This Is True I have been with my Husband sense I was 16, married for 4 of those years. We were married on Halloween. I have a son that is 2, I strive to nurture his creativity and make him unique. I thought being a mom would change me, but I am the same person now as I was before I became a mom. If that is a good or a bad thing, I'm not sure. I seem to clash with 90% of other people in this world, so I spend most of my time being left behind by others. I don't know why that is, hence I am a loner and I have been for most of my life. You will never be able to pin my personality down. Once you think you have, I will surely be the opposite just a moment later. I thrive on being a contradiction to myself and I make nothing simple. I have a crude and morbid sense of humor, and make jokes that sometimes even disturb me, but I am just as capable of being silly and childish. I’m a homebody, walking that thin line of being a total shut in. I accumulate to much stuff, just because I can. I have an affinity for Stars, they make things instantly more appealing to me. My heart thrives on creativity, I believe that nothing is more satisfying than creating something that screams from our being, or looking at something that speaks to our hearts. There’s nothing that I wont try to make, at least once. I've learned from life that the best things happen by accident, just like good pictures. I am content with my life, but sometimes I feel like something is missing. Finding 'her' proves to be a very daunting task though. I always pick out girls that use me or lead me on and I end up heartbroken. I just want a girl that will show me as much respect that I show to her, one that actually asks me questions and shows interest in -me-. I don't want a fling or a passing thing, I want someone that wants to be a part of my family, my life, forever.

Aimlessly wandering through the woods and exploring is always fun. Tiring but very relaxing too. Can't leave the camera at home for it either.